Wednesday, August 02, 2006

You're left with no more path
No more costume wear nor a mask to hide.
Then that's it.
Con't hiding ! With life! Esp!
I have enough.
Bitch tends to be itchy with their words. This won't miss me out. hur? Dangerous. ARGH. You never never never never never never never never NEVER. NVM. lol. What a cheap world can this be. No more praises. Yucks! Totally irritated!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

High School Musical- Breaking free

I know the coming of august is the best season of the year. The fact that, God delieved me into this world, on this beautiful month in the autumn (: My birthday month! *hint* I sensed some clearing of misunderstandings in the air, I predicted a better tomorrow. Will life be ever peaceful? No, I don't want to think any further. Being regretful isn't the correct issue to handle, just live on, probably with guilt. At least, it was a very beautiful mistake.

This saturday, hopefully.

I enjoyed every part of my saturday night. Everything was so pleasant. It puts me with a smile, on my bed, every night!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

High School Musical- When there was me and you

I'm sorry for the situation that you're cope in. Numbness, fear, endless thoughts of how the consequences of the situations that we're handling. I dunno. I just hope it was not a mistake. Don't make it one at least.
High school musical is nice.
So is a dream in reality.
A dream indeed.
Sweet one.
Girls are nothing but trouble. Agreed. (=
Darling, i don't think i can afford to lose you. Boo. I don't wanna leave you either. Uhmm ....
The dream was really nice. Sweared.
Tell me it was true from the bottom from yr heart. Take back yr words, dun be sorry. Uhmm ...
It's just like the first time you received a lollipop
very sweet (:
High School Muscial- What I've been looking for

I tasted the sweetness of victory.
I won? Maybe half.
I am really glad.
Feeling contented.
Beautiful.
Felt like i was right in paradise.
But it wasn't a dream. It was real (:
Don't let me sink into a pool of insecurity.
Now i'm scared. Shld i?
Baby, i can't afford but pls contiune to lead me with blessings.
Oh my god, did it really happen?
How i watched my dream, slowly patched up
& fulfilling before my eyes...
Was it really you?

Caution: Somone's tagboard just murdered me. I feel like a complete fool last night. ARRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! I cannot take this.
Explanation please =\

Friday, July 28, 2006

The veronicas- When It All Falls Apart

HAHA
Being in the second last position in the entire PJC cohort, is cool. Complete genius, out of 850 students. I don't care, it's not counted, i only took GP for the entire midyear.
i watched "Nacho Libre"
& i'm eating fish and co. tmr

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Low Millions- Eleanor

Fine, I understand, okay with me, if that's the plan. You can take the stereo, the TV and the video, the bed the sheets and pillows, before you go. But for now, unlock the door, what are we doin' all this for? Let me make you dinner one last time, then you'll go your way, and I'll go mine.
You left your smell, you left your taste, you left me here with my mistakes. And I can't relate to what you say I've done, but just for you, I'll bite my tongue.
Eleanor I miss you, Eleanor be well, Eleanor I wish you'd release me from your spell.
And I won't call you baby, anymore, won't call you baby, like I did before, won't call you baby, anymore, Eleanor.

Loooooong crappy entry.

- Teenage life/ Growing up/ Naggy parents/ Fights & Arguments/ Pimples/ Menstruation/ Puberty/ Weird syndromes/ Movies/ Music/ Clubbing/ Food + Chocolate

being a teen...

- Johnny Depp/ Orlando Bloom/ Channing Tatum/ Teddy geiger/ Travis/ HeJunXiang/ ZhengYuanChang/ KwonSangWoo !!

Being just Jacqueline...

- Wrong signs/ Liar/ Flirt/ Bitch Bitch Bitch/ Hates pink/ I need money/ who i am hates who i've been.

Q&A
[Milk, anyone? Will my breasts grow and not be accused as washing board .. if i drink 10 tonnes of it ?]
[No. Jacq will be one, forever .. ]

My eyes are so tired. I hardly cant open em. I got a cure remedy, putting freezed-metal-spoons on em, will probably try it ltr! Spoons r still in the cooler! It better work. My biological clock is greatly upset, so is my menstral cycle. It comes irregularly, accompanied with low amt of power recharge, i feel very weak on weekdays. Don't ask me out! Lemme sleep well in my coffin on weekends. Lemme continue whining. (I just told a friend- follow my quote, life is a miracle) Yes, indeed. You learned smth new and i'm really gettin cranky up there these days. The sixth sense and some incidents of meeting my imaginery friends. Barbie is my friend, so is Baby. Haha! I'm getting paranoid, no longer holding the usual self. Self degrading with low self-esteem. I've lost myself in the crowd. I love complaining, i wanna catch some smile attention out there. I made the top ten commandments my bf need to do. (Now, who will be willing to be ? Haha!) I want a hug. I had one form annabel on Sunday (: Don't take things casually. Sigh, being serious is not my thing. You gotta try everything, for, you nv know how things will end up to be. Yr life is controlled by yrself. Don't let fear comes in. Deception from devil. Sheesh~
Signs of Ageing, Jacqueline is ..
I learnt too much about foundations. I think too much outside the box, during the proper lessons in schools. Will people still link as friends, if the phone calls stop coming in? Will friendship contiunes if contact is lost in the next ten yrs? My question: Are we trying to hard to pretend that we're friends? Looking back, I regret alot, because of the fear of the coming future. Now, i must learn not to. I want what i yearn, i grab, steal, cheat .. all my ways through. Haha! Do you still like me ? (:

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Snow Patrol- Open yr Eyes


Random.

Lemme bitch.

I hate to see girls kissing one another, when deep down within their evil hearts, they never agreed to 'lesbians' in their world. Well, i've to admit that i do have a close lesbian pal and we hate to see people acting as lesbians. These horrible pple are just having plain fun and digging the sorrow out of the real homosexuals. They are the one who will start pointing fingers at the lesbians. C'mon act like what yr brains cells taught you to. Don't try to pretend.

Isn't cooler not to act?
Rich but ugly
Rich, pretty BUT bimbotic with nasty character & shallow mindset
lucky i'm poor! ugly and ... nvm!
There's too much ugly people with no brains, cause they nv know the importance of dressing up in the public. Lemme divert for a moment. What's with the MUD/MAH at esplanade, a place where it's supposed to be filled by an aura of 'art' .. feelings? NVM! i'm still a racist, pardon me! & I fell down at cafe cartel yesterday @?##$$%@@%^#%^@#@ and there was only one ULTRA goodlooking guy i saw, only one. one. O-N-E. lucky he's miss goh's friend. I will grab him after my A's. silent laugh.
The world is too black.
back to doing ART.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Red Hot Chilli Pepper- Scar Tissue


My mom's legs are thinner than mine! She's taller. i'm getting fatter?
A week of playing 'hide and seek'. A week of intensive class bonding session. Everyday without fail, i hanged out in various weird places with my clsmates. One normal monday in town, watching pirates, next moment in bukit timah, eating away Island Creamery's icecream. Yummy! We cld spent the day, searching christian names for jieying&kaixin (monica&gin). On Wed, we went to a geography talk, with all other diff JCs in NJC. Proven evidence- there's not goodlooking guys taking geog, but alot of VJC pretty girls. Yest, eight of us went over to jieying's secretly and caught her sleeping in most unglam manner. the sick and heartbroken girl. muacks. i love you? The stayover at her place, gave me a bad headache today. Lucky mummy came to fetch me, & now i'm gonna enjoy a good afternoon nap. awww .... friday/saturday/sunday [Homework :( ]
We took class photo just now, it woke me to sense, telling me that my college life is ending. Has been updating our own testimonials. i've no contribution towards this damn sch. TWO years! since secondary sch yrs. i've start missing everyone. 05A06 has five hundred photos in our imagestation.

Memories will contiune to linger like a stain
I dont' wanna hurt anyone, including myself.