High School Muscial- What I've been looking for

I tasted the sweetness of victory.
I won? Maybe half.
I am really glad.
Feeling contented.
Beautiful.
Felt like i was right in paradise.
But it wasn't a dream. It was real (:
Don't let me sink into a pool of insecurity.
Now i'm scared. Shld i?
Baby, i can't afford but pls contiune to lead me with blessings.
Oh my god, did it really happen?
How i watched my dream, slowly patched up
& fulfilling before my eyes...
Was it really you?

Caution: Somone's tagboard just murdered me. I feel like a complete fool last night. ARRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! I cannot take this.
Explanation please =\