A W A K E N

If men are tailor-made
If heel aren't that hard
If men give birth
If diamonds are grown from trees

then..

- I'll be able to get the perfect man. uhmm.. pretty artificial (cancel this!)

- I can run after the bus on heels, i can shop all day without pain! yeah!

- Mensus will not come. No stain. Clean, Clean, Clean (:

- I'll be a farmer, growing trees, probably wearing diamond trees on myself. Tiffany& Co ... aww ...

See ? Why drown myself in sorrow ? I will only sink deeper & probably not be able to recover, SO i must wake up and start fighting for life, for myself, for everyone who still cares about me. I shldn't let anyone down, right ? No man, no love, no luck ... so ? I have myself, my friends plus a God who's just testing my faith. He's really testing me, i wun walk away even if my God thinks i'm a nuisance. Too bad, i choose to believe in Him. Bleahs! God, You cant shake Jacqueline off, You chose to create her !MUAHAHA!

Then again, we cannot give in to fate/destiny or watever, fight fight. Tired? Then go into coffin & sleep loh. I'm not dumb. My grandma wun wanna see me in a despired manner. She entrusted my mummy, her beautiful daughter to me, i have to be responsible (= I will do a good job. STUDY, never say die! If i quit, my life will be gone. I'm gonna create another new world for myself (x HAHA! women suffers, do men too ? i don't care. There's only gonna be one prince charming, i've enough with the search, let HIM come to me. He will find me, one day =D =D

positive thinking makes a woman turn pretty! - - - my theory ! true la! lesser winkles & lighter eyebags (x
i miss grandma alot! i'm gonna live for her!