i don't have a boyfriend.
i'm in love, with someone who don't like me.
yea, he doesn't like me, but i don't exactly need to constantly remind myself of that hur? i don't really wanna give a damn about it, i got pretty affected before and now i just need to work my ass off, towards my A' levels.
i just miss him alot. most of the time. we hardly meet. please don't show me any sympathy. he will be in the arms of other girl soon & i'll be in another area of life. in seperate ways. soon.
maybe i don't deserve a boyfriend at the moment (:
i never, maybe that is 'retribution'.
especially over all the hurt i did to jerold.
like the whole world knows, we NEVER talk. for 2 years. same school. see each other as strangers. i'm very sorry. he will never know, he hates me for his entire life. i never expect him to forgive me. i'm the worst person on this earth. please contiune to torture me with all this guilt down in the corner of my heart. all i wish, is to see you happy with siqi. just contiune to stay in happiness & hate me. maybe that's what sinner should feel.

i hate pink,
but it's my lucky colour.
cause i met my TP eyecandy twice today.
he is the 180cm of darren ... ! [that daryl's brother, small, tanned boy]

i hate boys!
AARGH** God, why did you not make me a lesbian, or a man, or grant me a sugar daddy ?

(tmr is the last day of my course. amen!)