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Longest entry that i may ever have
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Dont ask me about the pink blogskin. It's the essence that i'm seeking after. Public yet a personal diary. This belongs to me. There's so much within me, that i wished i can spill it all out. This world need not any moment of my existence. I really wished i wasn't born till today. Why wasn't my name up in today's newspaper. Murderer! make me your target. i don't mind dying in dirty hands of some pervert or rapist. Just stop me from breathing. Being pushed around, ordered, do you even realised that i was not a THING. human, chinese, teochew, i have identity to myself. This is the one and only me. Hais, i repeat myself again, i'm not a thing. Can people just spare more thoughts for me? I know i've commited grave mistakes now. Is human hearts really that fragile? Just go ahead and break mine, break my lungs too. Sometimes it's not the right time, place and moment to ask silly questions. I almost want to run unto the road just now. Where's future for me. Clinging unto faith, boo, i let You down. Sorry. Thanks for the song playing in my media player. Guess what, i took out this ablum i bought 11 years ago, when i was primary 3. Speed- alive. my ever-favourite japanese, i memorised all their songs. 'felicia, u still can rmb, do u ?' lol. Although it's been years, u just cannot forget some things. What about things that just happened, few mins, few days and not talking about few months. The insignificant me. Mini me. Adoring nothing but .. sigh, God ? He's there. Watching 'da vinci code' did not break my faith. i'm strong in one aspect. i hope i am, in my tomorrow's GP paper. i dunno what to say now. Just uttering that lovely japanese song. i think all songs from that 6 ablums arent a prob to both me and felicia. sign, sorry to everyone i let down, including myself. boo. shoo.

love is alive? how true can this be?