random post
after two days of intense shopping and days when i had hardly 5 hours of sleep, my engine broke down this morning, 38.2 degree cool. to me, i see myself as an old engine, trying to fight my battle in this world. pointless life again, if i would to give a conclusion. i seriously dont feel good at all right now, seriously. the sense of awfulness just sinked into my mind and screwed me upside-down. crazy stage of life, i cant eat much, only trying to indulge myself into medication, WTF ? i'm tired physically, mentally & perhaps .. spiritually (:

yesterday
went raffles city to accompanied jo to get caro's gift, watched 'heirloom' with jim, home. im blind. yes, i am.