even though it's school hols, even tot yr teachers haf stop chasing you for work, even tot yr parents haf stop nagging on you, there's still some pests flying ard, irrtating you ? i hate it. that's it, well, i will not appear in front of you ANYMORE. why tie me down, when i want my freedom to breathe. just some space for breathing.

my decision is final. i really love God. please trust when i say, He's my life.
no one believe, u insist i hv to be under yr every single inspection thru yr eyes, well, im just a teenager. i dun wanna die .. u disappointed me, u made use of my frens, u just wanna get "something" which is nothing from me.
i know u are reading, so ? u hv to know the truth ? dig my heart.

im pissed at almost anything in my life RIGHT NOW. but actually nth la. the usual complaints. =\